Ruined Coffee

i am having a lot of trouble drinking coffee or hot tea lately due to a water play experience i had a while ago with a DOM who i thought was true but was actually a player. Basically, i drank his urine as he peed into my mouth…to do that i had to keep telling myself that i was drinking hot tea, drinking hot tea…well that backfired on me—now i can barely drink anything hot without gagging. The whole experience left me feeling filthy so, i don’t think water play is in my future…although i can see the appeal of drinking my Master’s urine during a collaring ceremony or such thing, but NOT as a routine event—just NOT for me!

i LOVE coffee—good coffee…but ever since this “incident” i have to remind myself that it is COFFEE and not urine! Ugghh….i really hope that i can get over this cause i am MISSING my coffee!!