Good, Bad, and Naughty

It has been a challenging week for my Master...i have been a very unpredictable slave. When i have been good, i have been VERY good. When i have been bad, i have been revoltingly bad. And, like i was last night, when i have been naughty, i have been impishly so! i enjoy being a good girl for my Master but find that i push Him and challenge Him on emotional and trust things by being bad...by seeing how far i can push before He will discard me. i think i do this so that i can try to force Him to be the ass that i assume lies beneath the surface of all men...i do this to push it to the painful end that i assume is coming...i am waiting for the bottom to drop out. i have to give Master a lot of credit...so far He has remained steadfast and unflappable--He has gotten irate with me without a doubt and i have been punished and have punishments waiting for me, but He has not delved into treating me like the piece of shit that i expect to be treated like, He has maintained that He loves me, will be patient with me, will train me to become the good sub He sees in me...my Master is not a player, He is a true DOM who understands and accepts the responsibilities involved with being a DOM. D/s is SO much about complete, open, blunt, painfully honest communication-at least for me and other subs i have spoken with who are in comitted long-term D/s relationships. i try to be completely honest with Master about my feelings, my desires, my needs...the exposed, vulnerable feeling that comes with that honesty is amazing...to know that He knows things about me that i have shared with almost no one and yet He still loves me...to know that He knows my sexual desires, that i can be as sexual of a woman as i desire, that i can tell Him a deep sexual fantasy and know that He will fulfill it in His due time....is ALL very arousing and helps keep me motivated to be a good girl for my Master.

then there is the naughty side of me...which came out last night--LOL--my Master had just finished cumming inside of me and told me to wait to play more..i didn't want to wait! lol So i kept touching, rubbing, grabbing His cock...He warned me that if i continued He would hog-tie me--welllllll...that was NOT exactly a DISINCENTIVE! LOL Needless to say, i was hog-tied! and i LOVED it!! Master is a photographer and took pictures of me in bondage...some, i must say, turned out VERY nice! LOL i very much enjoyed being restrained, enjoyed knowing that my Master could do anything He wanted and what He wanted to do was photograph my body...so many others would have taken that opportunity to sexually use me..Master used the time to create art with my body--now THAT is hot! And certainly gives me motivation to be naughty again soon!